Thursday, March 19, 2009

A crazy month...

Wow, it's been almost a month since I've sat down and blogged a thing - I must admit the thought has crossed my mind a few times, but I've had so much going on, that I've basically just said, "screw it"....

So here I am...finally....

It's been a crazy month ...lots of family bickering and fighting....finding out just how out of touch some family members are - and what kind of destruction they are willing to cause to others - it's actually kind of scary that there are members of my family who could be so vindictive and hateful.

Anyways, enough of that because I've come to the point where I refuse to feed into their drama and my life is better for it!

In the month since I've posted, it has been determined that dad is better off to stay in the nursing home (VA Home) permanently. It's hard to know he won't be coming home, but I above all else, know that this is absolutely the best for him - he'll be getting a level of care that he couldn't otherwise get at home. I feel better knowing he is somewhere where if something happens again, he will have qualified medical professionals at his fingertips.

Hmmm...what else? Oh yeah, I am attempting to wean for the 3rd time now....3rd times a charm, right? LOL!! I felt guilty the last two times and gave in....but now I am trying it again...she will be 16 mths next week...we've done so awesome to go all this time - I am beyond proud of myself. And I am confident now that if we were to ever have another child, I would do the same thing all over again. Yesterday I cut out the last feeding we had...so far so good...she tried to get at it this morning, but I stayed strong.

Oh and I celebrated my 33rd birthday on March 1st - woohoo! Yeah, another year older and no more wiser though! LOL! I had a nice day with the family - they took me out for lunch and got me some gifts and we just had a really good day together.

I think that's about it for now...hopefully I can stay caught up now! LOL!

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